
I sit here, almost four weeks since I returned from the World Championships in Daegu, and I feel I am now ready to reflect on my 2011 season. It has been four weeks of eating what I want, getting up when I want and sitting on the sofa for as long as I want. I have found over the years that it takes me some time to be able to sit and think about the season I have just completed. I was disappointed with my performances at the World Championships, I am now ready to talk about this and my season on the whole.
My 2011 campaign started in sunny Arizona with a few local track meets. I left the USA with season bests of 11.52 and 23.91, my quickest ever runs in the USA. I was then straight on to the Manchester Street Race within five days of landing back in the UK. A rainy day in Manchester but a fun event, I ran the 150m and finished 3rd in a rather slow time of 17.43. I put this poor performance down to jet lag and moved quickly onto the next race in Loughborough.
This is always a busy day for me and this year was no exception. I won the 100m in 11.35 (wind +2.4) quite pleased; 23.69 in the 200m, what a disaster; followed by a win in the relay. After these UK based races I was off on the road again to Regensburg (11.54 -2.9), Strasbourg (11.43), Stockholm (relay), Cottbus (11.37 +2.6), Velenje (23.59) and La Chaux du Fonds (11.30). Phew!
I then needed a few weeks at home before I competed at the England Championships. I feel I ran really well here, winning the 100m in 11.23 and the 200m in 23.47(+2.5). I was pleased with my 100m as this was the qualifying time for the World Championships and the Olympics next year. The 200m was tough as the wind on the bend was so strong, making it impossible to run a fast time. It was great to win the double, at this stage of the season I was the double double champion (100m and 200m England and UK Champ!) The next stop was the UK Championships and World Trials.
With one week to go, disaster struck! I have an on-going back problem which flares up every now and again. Unfortunately my back flared up exactly a week before the trials, I was unable to move for three days but my physio did a great job and I was able to do some strides on the Tuesday, a session on Wednesday and then race at the trials two days later.
I finished 3rd in 100m which I was disappointed with. As athletes we want to win all the time, realising this is not always possible I was content with the fact that I had probably booked my place on the World Championships team. Who said lightening doesn’t strike twice? The following day I was warming up for the 200m and I pulled my calf. I was so upset. I had managed to go all winter without any problems then had two major injuries in the space of nine days.
I was picked for the World Championships 100m and relay and left for the holding camp in Ulsan, South Korea. My calf injury had just cleared up but unfortunately my back was still causing me a lot of problems. I was in good spirits as I knew I was in good shape. My run at the England Championships had given me a lot of confidence.
It was the day of the World Championship 100m heats. Despite refusing an epidural for the past two weeks as my back was quite painful, warming up for my heat I was in no pain for the first time. I was drawn in heat three with the first three from each heat to qualify with three fastest losers from all the heats. The gun went and I got out well, which is not unusual for me. The girl to my left had run 10.96 this season so as she started to move away from me I didn’t panic. I kept relaxed and held my technique well despite being under a lot of pressure.
I crossed the line in the 4th place with 11.45. I knew it would not be enough to make it through to the semi-finals. I was disappointed but not upset. I did as much as I could, I did not mess up the race as I have done in the past. I just felt like I couldn’t get out of 4th gear, I had lost speed and sharpness. When I looked back at my training diary I realised I had not run fast since the trials and the calf injury. I had de-trained and lost the speed and sharpness I had at the England Championships. My body let me down when I needed it the most.
A bad performance at the World Championships leaves you open to criticism about your performance and preparation. A strong athlete is able to ignore any comments from people who are not involved in their athletics career. A strong athlete knows the circumstances behind all performances, they know what they are working on and their long term plan and are able to keep their focus entirely on that. There will also be some athletes who may read or hear these comments and are quite upset by them. This is a shame as no one performs badly on purpose and the fact is that the athlete is competing at the Championships as they are the best our country has. It is very easy to pass judgement on others when you do not have the facts. My philosophy is to listen to the people who matter (coach, family, close friends) and ignore the others, especially if they are ignorant, thoughtless and senseless.
So, what now? First things first I am trying to keep myself afloat financially, with no sponsorship or funding I am making appearances and doing bits of work where I can. If there is a year worth the struggle, this is the one. I am making plans for the next year with my coach, starting with training in Arizona for most of the winter. Any of you who have read my blog before will know how much I loved training in Arizona in March and April this year. I am slowly but surely getting my body back together again, I do feel a bit like Humpty Dumpty at the moment.
I am looking forward to the next 10 months, I start my campaign on Sunday. It is going to fun, emotional, tough, painful and full of sacrifice. I cannot wait.
Till next time
LT
